i havent been on here in so long.. time just got away from me thats all.. ^_^ well im not following many people on here. so i get on here cause its just another way i can express myself and put my thoughts down. kind of like a open diary if you will.

updates on the new bf… not really new but we have made it 4months on the first YAY! but on the flip side i was gone breask up with him on that lovely day.. lol that boy really pissed me off. And i was at church so that made it even worse.. smh but i ended up changing my mind.. and im still with him unfortunately!!

but im doing good.. im trying to do better. but its hard… but im pretty much open to change. as long as the boy happy im happy. i dont want to throw him off his game. so i try to stay happy as much as i can.. keep him motivated..  ^_^

Well I care…. I know you don’t care too much but I still care…!!!!

Sometimes I think I care too much… To the point when its time to let go I can’t.. Well not right away….

I hate when he adds people to or relationship. Its none of they business.. Uhh see I really don’t think relationships is for me… This my first boyfriend and I’m already not enjoying it. He gives me a headache. and he gets mad over little stuff. Like stuff that doesn’t matter…! -_____- hmm imma try to hang in there. But ii don’t like drama. That’s why I stay to myself

Sometimes you have to let fools be fools.. You just don’t be the fool.. In the sichuation… Have alot to learn.

So I’ve been sitting outside the high school for two hours.. And my mom expects me to be okay with it… Uhhhh no.! That’s a negative -____- I’m upset.

This girl has a horrible attitude smhh

Hey hey hey. I’m back haven’t blogged in a long time. Its been a minute. Today hasn’t been such a good day. I woke up with my stomache hurting. I think I ate something wrong, but I can’t put my finger on what it my be. Hmmm but it is what it is. I’m hanging in there though. I’m a strong girl.!!(: michelle is sleepy and very irritated right now. I’m finna eat my little life away. Being a emotional leader sucks. But its like a addiction almost… Welp time for lunch.

ill be back :D

I can tell the difference between the one who actually cares and the one who just says they care. smh this kidd seem to amaze me everyday. Oneday it can be that ii love you ii miss you type of mood and the in the other hand it can be like that. yeah okay you my boo and all but you need to gone on. or that i will never hurt you and you know that. (but he continues to do it with his actions). See that one dude that seems to care about me remembers everything about me. and loves being around me.. then you have that other one that says he cares but doesnt really pay any attention to me or really dont care what im talking about. (has that select hearing) but also loves being in my presents and seems to have alot of respect for me. but when the night is over he done got what he wanted and now he through. see thats what ii be talking about. now im like emotionally confused. cause on one hand u have a  dude that really likes me and really loves me and is down for me. then you have the dude that says he likes me and tells me he care about me and claim he loves me only if ii say it first but shows me a good time and always have me smiling from ear to ear.